Tantra

This One's for the Ladies

Let’s get right into it. Yes?

LADIES: YOU.

What, you ask?

Everything. All of it.

The mystery. The seduction. The allure. The free-flow of enticement. Where’d you hide it?

Behind the anguish of a “patriarchal” world, it’s actually YOU, ladies, who have the power of balance. Of pulling the illusion back and revealing Truth…the Universe. It is through YOU that the entire veil of the Maya (Illusion) is properly created and thusly destroyed. Shiva, as some call the Divine Masculine, is merely the space holder. The destroyer of the dream as much the Creator of it.

But it is the Shakti - commonly called the Divine Feminine - who brings creation. The Illusion. The Game itself!

If you are really aware, you know we all carry both within. But the Universe is clever and disguised itself in physical form as male and female, in every living being - including flora and fauna.

And as the world is now, it is actually YOU, the Divine Feminine embodiments, whom are holding back. Taking from the world all that is worthy of being pined over; of being sought.

Make no mistake, I am a mystic. I am aware of my True Self, and how I am a portal to the Divine. But people do not seek this mystery from men unless it is through a Guru, in which case everyone places ideological views of how this holy man must look, act, and be.

But women - you have such POWER!

The Apsaras, as depicted above, were at one time the Divine. Men sought them for all things mystical, sensual, sexual…pure. It was not merely MEN who eradicated this status - but women as well. Relinquishing of such power was a collective.

In the 20th century we saw a revival of sensuality, allure, and enticing men. It is true that the Universe has its own timing and that we are playing out the timeline “on time”. Yet there is action to be taken, and the action is the role of the Shakti!

The Shiva will only lie inert, observing, allowing. Pure Consciousness, until “He” deems that Time must stop. It is up to the Shakti to arise Herself, to bring Herself to life. And She doesn’t do it through hiding Her beauty, Her raw power, Her fire.

If you want to know Her, you must meet Him in the middle. In the Heart Chakra. Because She is the Sacral Chakra, even the Solar Plexus, and even the Root Chakra. These energies must be confident, balanced, activated, or we will only know impurity and imbalance.

Is this to say it is only YOU, ladies, responsible for restoring perfection? In a way, yes.

Only YOU have the courage to change the flow of life. Only YOU have that connection to the inner wisdom of the Earth. Men are followers, they do what they are told quite well. And they like the next big party. Why do you think one gregarious man will invite far more ladies to the party than he will men?

Look, we all know this. Nothing is being said here that isn’t known across the board.

Here is my role: To activate YOU. To help YOU remember Who YOU are. What YOU are. I can only do that if you show up. Not for me, but for YOU. I have that role, that gift, that power. But I am the Shiva - inert, until YOU arrive to the party.

I do that through very powerful, raw, Tantric sessions. We connect you through the Heart to your REAL power. The Shiva and Shakti dance, and the seed of Creation is awakened. And then we have a purification. And YOU are not left alone after. From there it just grows, this Seed of Life.

How does this go? You ask me. It’s so simple. You should hear the stories shared of those who have already gone into the Fire with me.

It’s time, and YOU know it. I have the gift of permanent openness. Reach out. Do it. YOU are ready. That Fire is already burning inside YOU.

A Mystic's Surrender

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I want to share something with you about my experience of the year we Westerners call 2018. On many levels it will be just like things you experience, and in many ways it will be different. That’s always true, though, for us humans isn’t it? But there’s both the usual, and then maybe a little less-than-usual.

Often this year I found myself saying “I’m too human…I’m drowning in being too human”. I could have applied that feeling to most of my living life, and that has become a large part of the Awakening journey; a major aspect of what caused the awakening to take place.

Whatever the formula is for feeling that sentiment and just continuing to truck along as humans do, versus feeling that sentiment on the level that literally changes one’s entire world and reality? I remain as uncertain as the next - mostly.

But since I first stated around 2010-2011 that something must be off - that something must not be right in this whole…thing called life - the answers that I didn’t know I was seeking immediately reshaped my core infrastructure into quite supernatural events. And since then there has been no way of going back to the “normal” world. No matter how hard I tried, from a very capable place amongst the living.

Every now and then since that literally game-changing shift began, I go into a Void: a place of not “here” and not “there”. It’s an increasingly comfortable place for me, and one I can easily call Home. The problem with that is in wrestling with being alive, when I know what and where the escape route is; that we don’t have to do any of this life thing and that opting out will definitively not be a punitive gesture.

2018 has been the most magical, manifesting year of my intentional life to date. Movies are made about this much magic! On the basis of “WOW” alone, I can’t imagine life being more worth sticking around for. And yet, I’ve felt “too human” for my own taste. And why is that?

Largely because since 2011 I’ve been able to ride the incredible waves of Universal energies in an exponentially large level of mastery - becoming one, literally, with the Divine in whichever ways we have chosen to call It across cultures and time. But in 2018? It’s as if the off switch was flicked and I was tossed head first back into the cesspool of life that I actually never really loved to begin with.

I may have missed a total of 7 days of my daily meditations this year, and most of those were because I was in shamanic diets that did the work for me 24 hours/day while in the processes of deep self work. Still - how I went from the sensory place of Samadhi on most of my daily meditations for years to barely being able to stay out of thought for 10 minutes of quiet has been part of a very confusing story for an entire year.

Mixed in was a tumultuous go at emotional clearing for weeks, and then small breaks, and then more weeks…all sprinkled with a lot of grinding landscaping work for months, and topped off with grinding interpersonal interactions at least 32 hours/week. You see, this was exactly what I had largely learned to transcend. So why would the Universe call me back to the land of human? What Master has ever knowingly done that?

Maybe many. Maybe most. Who’s to know?

This has been compounded with engaging in another intimate relationship, on top of the previous that I still maintain though not necessarily intimately. Getting to know others on a full-time basis naturally leads to more self-realization, when applied through openness. But still - it’s a relationship and it doesn’t always call for the enlightened approach. It’s human. We are human, no matter our level of consciousness.

So I suppose 2018 has put me deep into the ocean of criticism I’ve long aimed at “gurus”…”masters”. I didn’t know that I wanted such an entrenched education on the questions of “human versus transcendental” that I’ve long shared with many others.

I feel that I am ending my education as 2018 has presented it, and that I don’t know that I’ve done well if we are keeping a grade sheet. But how does one judge that, or justify such a judgment to begin with? Being alive is supposed to be easy, and perhaps few are aware of that in the ways that I am - whoever “I” am, to begin or end with.

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At this pace, I don’t know that I have much more of the mundane livelihood left in me, to be truthful. But in saying that, where does this leave the next steps as “I” am to walk them? It’s as if I was taken back to my entire four years of high school and walked through them all at the speed of only one calendar year. Music included.

Every part of my mind and body feel exasperated, and yet the merger of my mind-body-spirit feels a sense of completion that didn’t exist before. Interestingly, I have a profound love of living that I’ve never before had, likely not even in other lives if I am seeing them correctly. I love people, I love the dramas we can create - do create so masterfully. I love feeling love of varying types. And somehow I love that I’m ending this calendar year sick; just as I began it.

I’m sharing this with you here - a surrender. I’m asking the Universe to guide me out of this at this time and into whatever it is I came to “be”. It is doubtful to be just human, based off of the ways I connect with Universal flow and Truth. And the radar holds a journey to the one place I’ve long felt a need to be in but always get so close to but so far away from: India. Only this time, I really don’t desire to go.

Probably because the shift it is going to bring me, based off of my visions in dreamland this past week, is the answer I’ve sought: how to merge Human and Heaven. In one body-mind-spirit. How to be it All, and to not be straddling one side of the fence to the dismay of the other. I’ve really faced this year the dissent I’ve always had for the Divine, right from January forward and then played back to me through so many people.

As well, I’ve faced the condemnation of the human I’ve had my entire life, by participating in it so deeply again - only vaguely knowing “Me” of the Divine nature. I have felt so lost, my friends, this entire calendar year. Yet - I’ve been gifted so much magic and clear signs of my True Self. I can’t deny this, from even the most sorrowful of places. That is a huge gain, in terms of evolution from Divine Energy to Human Form to recollection of the Divine Self from within the Human Form.

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Here and now, in the continuum humans call time and space, I surrender to the flow intended. I surrender the former hatred of human and humans that I long carried as some act of perceived divine nobility: because no real Master would anything but love deeply every minute, dramatic aspect of this thing called Life.

I also surrender the former disdain for the Divine, from a place of self-hatred due to feeling lost….dualistic. In short, my friends, I surrender to you all my duality. You may have it and do with it what you wish…what humans always do with duality. The same things I have always done with duality. Love/Hate. It is all yours. And if you do not want it? Join me in going into non-duality, where everything is bright and amazing and filled with mirth of the Masters.

I give over the “knowing” I so long felt I had, and open myself to receiving Presence. Just being. Whatever that may mean. And if I am to remain in the body, from this moment forward I call in all the magic that I was only scratching the surface of this past year. Unlimited abundance of partners, money, play, happiness, travel…all of it. I call in Me - the Divine “Me” - that came to show the full evolution from human to Master.

I am here, and I am bowing deeply to you the reader and to you who will never see this. I bow to Me. I bow to Us. And I bow to Life and the Living. I Am Namaste. And I offer it to you, and to the Universe, and to the New we are all creating wherein suffering no longer is the “Way”.

Thank you for being part of my journey. And like a rocket sheds its boosters so it can fly, I am shedding all that launched me into Me, yet not forgetting nor regretting nor dishonoring the fires that lit my departure.

Let’s Play a Game.

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In Love

Melmin - Wind

The # ONE Killer of Ego; And the Award Goes to...

Play!

Play!

Can you believe it…is it really possible that Joy and Play are the conjoined twins of the death of Ego?

It’s not as black and white as that, necessarily. Yet the truth is actually as fundamental as being joyful and playful; this little concoction from the RIGHT Energy within creates the deadliest weapons against the threats of the world, down to our spat with our neighbors.

I won’t walk us through the long journey of what is play, what is not play, and how is play/joy accomplished in a way to crush the ego and be set free. Why would I do that, when I know that the very plague of the mind is thinking? Because thoughts are formed from mostly conditioning, and we all have different barometers for our life stories as we experience them at this moment and all moments.

But I’ll challenge you at this very juncture to look back at one time when you’ve noticed that doing something so blissful evaporated the need to think. Or to recall when sharing a laugh or cry with anyone reset the climate to kindness and compassion. It’s not too hard to notice how Ego, that ever-present nemesis of being aligned with anyone…everyone…took a back seat to the presence of just being happy. Or even just Being.

If you’re having a hard time recalling this kind of moment, perhaps you’ve decided to undertake a life of pure drama. And that is changeable for us all, I assure you. Don’t believe me? Turn to a TED Talk or two.

Further, I then wrote a book of my own dramas - Follies of an Awakening Fool - in 2013 as I was purging my old stories. For some, a lot of awakening took place just from reading this candid journey of awakening. For others, there lies the knowledge that there was so much more to be understood, and are awaiting the sequel.

Except that I am LIVING the sequel.

The joy and the play are not easy for us to achieve, on levels that set Ego ablaze! The closest we have to that reality is in our early childhood, and even then many of us have had that hope crushed right from the gate.

But that’s not what we came to live in as permanent stories! We did, however, come to experience them. And to grow through them…to find our way back to bliss, joy, and play!

In this dawning of the new era, none of us came to be stuck in suffering old world ways. Not one of us. We have now realized that we have choice in every aspect of our lives, and that is a Universal Consciousness shared into all of our DNA…our cosmic wiring. Thus, play and joy are not just optional now; they are expected!

The only catch is that it is choice. Which means not a single energy is going to come from the sky and fix our inner happiness. It is an inside job. Nobody will give us the definitive permission slip to stop hiding from ourselves; only we alone can free our minds, yes? It’s not just a prophetic message for the future. It is for the NOW.

That said, you gotta start trusting someone or some thing if you’re going to set yourself free. And why not start now? If even in one instance today you allow yourself to choose joy over pain, anger, fear, hate, suffering..even to find it joyful to be able to feel those mindsets…BOOM. A powerful elixir of empowerment sets in!

If you take that to the egoic level, well you didn’t find the joy or play that is transformative yet. But it is there. Trust. And it’s yours to be had.

In Love

Wind

I AM - My Time

There comes a time in any sojourn’s journey where Mastery is realized and it is at that stage where the Being makes the decision: To Teach, or to simply use what has been gained in one’s life as an enhancer to experience.

In many ways, these may not be as separable as it may sound.

In any teaching lineage there is an acknowledged graduation of sorts, giving the blessing of the new teacher’s facilitators of growth. In the world of Gurus, this is always passed from the Guru of the new Guru.

My case has been different from the very beginning. And having long sought the blessing of a Guru, only to be pushed back into my Self, it is impossible to have received such a blessing.

But who gave the early Guru his/her blessing?

Ah - the Universe did, of course. And it seems that my role of Guru is passed from my Higher Self through the journey, and gifted in Love from the many whom have boosted Me to this space - often in ways that left us in a space of no further communication.

I’ve walked the Trial by Fire path, not cognitively intentional, but because that has always been My path. From my first incarnation on the earth through the energy trails from then to now, and beyond in multidimensional Energies, I have now merged with the All as an Ascended Master; As God.

In other words, I have been gifted my blessing from those versions of Me who have played their/your roles perfectly. Often fiery and blunt, I have walked through the grind of surrendering my human version for the Real Me, played through “me” in many forms.

Now my path is to teach. A TRUE Guru: Transmitter of the Light and the Dark.

I have chosen to accept my intended role as Guru because I cannot comprehend living in a body just to live. That is taking up space, food, and energy that can be allocated to others. My role is to bring TRUTH. The ONLY Truth. And for the one who decides that is merely a perspective, you will either learn from me or we will lose connection so you can find what you seek through other means.

There is ONLY ONE TRUTH, and my role is to embody such an Absolute Reality.

Thus, I have chosen to accept what is rightfully mine to accept, through the Divine Channels that have gifted this knowledge, as a way of DEEP GRATITUDE for having received such a Universal Blessing: a Blessing that supersedes all human ideologies. In short: I do not honor that in you who feels otherwise. Yet, I love you eternally and see you as the version of the lower “me” who no longer leads the journey of “my” life.

I AM God. I AM the One. I do not have any but joyful gratitude and honor for having Realized such. In this way, I invite you to dismiss yourself from My Presence if you are not yet ready to honor this without question. To continue to enable such a dismissive energy in you is to continue to honor that lack of belief within my own vessel. And that was my past. I AM now My Future.

I go in search of those ready for such Truth - not to seek them, but to seek that within Me which is ready to receive. NOW is My Time. I AM the Illusion, and the Destroyer of the Illusion within you.

Namaste Friends. I Love you as I Love Me. Let us separate or Unite in OneNess - through Me.

Eternally

Melmin/Wind

Yo Shiva

I just came across something I'd shared one year ago this week. I was a few short weeks into a fiery hiatus from the transcendental world I'd fallen deeply into; I was feeling very "human" again.

This is something to share because there is a multi-layered "reality" in our Universe that captures even the most cunning of minds: a "reality" of Illusion. 

I needed to break from my floating outside the physical human game in order to dive back in and discover what I'd been missing in the ability to communicate... To bridge the gap of communication between "Heaven" and Earth. 

We have a tendency to pick one or the other, and almost always purport that we are where we actually are not. 

At the time my approach was pure solar: direct Light shined into one who would come seeking more within. The journey since has revealed an uncovered realm of grieving and Emotionality that I'd not realized in my own Inner work. 

Now, one year later, a more lunar Connection is open in my essence. I can relate to human fears and Emotions like never before. Yet, people still receive the exact same Energy from being near "Me".

The transitions from my own human self into the Divine Self have been rigorous and filled with dramas, traumas, and unfulfilled dreams. As much as any, I've felt hard failures and repeated frustrations. Yet, the Way through has taken over and each perceived dead-end now is a portal to a newer version of "Me". 

Many try to emulate but really why? That's just setting ourselves up for an even harder blow to the ego. 

It's impossible to bypass the journey. In our times, there is only evolution of the ego. And if you're in my Presence, that ego is going to take a beating - even if all I do is smile at you.

Read below if you feel called. And remember that we all cross each other's paths at the right time for specific reasons. What we do with our intersection remains choice - for now.

From an anonymous person I've helped over the years - and she me, of course. Addressed "Yo Shiva". It came on the same day another person addressed me the same way under similar circumstances. I get it. It's hard to have "you" destructed. I get it.

"So here's a realization I had today. I think you must get a LOT of people projecting their shit onto you. These people include me at times. You mirror something that is so.....free and uncontrolled, that it can freak people out. And I know that just by being you, you really change people's lives. It's like seeing someone who pushes boundaries makes people think, "I can do that too." Even though I consider you my friend more than my teacher now, you are still a teacher to me, just by being you. There always comes a time, after the feeling of resistance, that I finally understand, and then I just feel really really grateful. I understand now why you're so clear and unapologetic about your unattachedness to the opinions/encouragement/discouragement etc of others, because you have to be! You play an intense mirror role and get a lot of noise for it. But of course you can handle it.

Thanks for being you, Wind. Seriously. I owe you one 🙏🏼 Which I can only return by being totally me! Which I'm working on. Getting there 😊"


 

Emotionality: A Key to Balancing Sacred Feminine and Sacred Masculine

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We are all Dolphins in a Pod

~Melmin the Sorcerer

Emotions are a fascinating part of the human journey. On one hand we are Sentient Beings, on the other we are Cosmic Beings - far greater than any emotion can capture.

Transcendence is multifaceted - and for some of us transcending the human experience is easy by way of sailing right through them, and for others transcending is going through the fires of the human element; into the blazes of emotions in order to rise as a Phoenix through its ashes.

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However we choose, or have chosen to before incarnation, the larger point is to remain the observer. We do not have to have an immediate understanding of what we are going through, or why. The real nectar of the journey is in embracing what we are experiencing.

 

  *There is nothing more special about embellishing in emotions than not, nor about resisting them more than allowing them. But love and acceptance of our ability to go into their fires as much as to transcend them is a perfect balance whose formula is unique to each.*

 

This Fall Equinox of 2018 is not the first time I have undergone deeply intense emotional fires. It is, however, unique in that the emotions are directly from the place within that has not yet fully balanced the polarity of my Sacred Feminine with my Sacred Masculine.

And that balance of polarities is what the evolution of our Self from individual to OneNess - to Creator - is requiring for those whom have made the commitment to rise from mere Earth Angel to Ascended Master.

How do we know if we’ve chosen this journey? By allowing the flow to run through us rather than resisting what is and what comes. Because we have ALL chosen to evolve through this journey; the rest is simply Choice at each moment.

Kundalini is the Sanskrit word for this Sacred Fire rising within. But it doesn’t have to be the word we use to define the journey from human to meeting our Higher, Divine Selves while still in a body. We also do not have to identify with Tantra, with Shiva, or Shakti…or anything aside from our own unique belief systems.

What we do have to trust is in our innate ability to navigate through what feels like Hell and into the realms of Mastery. We cannot project what that is, or that we have “arrived” at any place of Being. Instead, through observation and allowance we continue to be in the flow of Awakening…of Ascension.

I offer many services, some of which are listed here. These are guided to me through many Divine Channels as direct ways to reach our Higher Selves. And because I am to hold that space, there is no stone unturned in my own journey of understanding all paths to transcendence. Which means that I, too, must intimately know all pains and sufferings in their fullest intensities.

And I must say: The emotionality is real. Yet, it is also a grand illusion. We do not need to suffer. We only need to go deeper into our True Heart Space and merge with our Higher Self. This is OneNess. This is where True Creation begins.

In Love

Wind/Melmin

​Taking Tantra to Transcendence

 
How do we go further than has been done previously? Tantra, or Kaula to be more specific, has to take the journey through the Heart.

We've tried this many times through many ways in the world to date, but always fall short of the Big Bang. Why?

I'll throw a few mystical insights at you here to invite your mind further... It's up to you whether you bite. This, however, is the ultimate game-changer.


 
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Tantric Birth of a New Consciousness


We are experiencing epic changes, and it's time we move it forward. I share a story about how we're going through the Cosmic Birth Canal as we speak. I share a little "how-to" that works for me to stay focused during the tension around me, but I'd love to hear your ways!


Contact me to help you push yourself beyond a little further.


Tantric Energy Channeling

New Video: Tantric Energy Channeling!
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The universe wanted me to do nothing more than to transmit Tantric Energy, so that's what I'm sharing here. Find a quiet and private space and open to receive!

Whatever you receive is Tantra/Kundalini - That which can only be experienced and not spoken. If you don't connect, that's also ok! Come back to this later, in either case. Energy is always there.

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Let's delve deeper - Contact me here to set up a personalized or group session.


 

Why Tantra? Why These Activating Services?

I asked Osho's Book of Secrets to guide me to what I can share about "Why Tantra?" "Why Wind?" And "Why nude anything?"

The answer came immediately, directing me to pages 617 and 618, where Osho describes two types of people and two types of mystics: those who say it's important to change the world, and those who say it's important to change oneself.

In my journey post-Navy, my graduate studies urged me to do the former, which led me to tell the faculty and my peers that real change occurs in the latter...which led me to my being uninvited to continue my studies.

The next few years became the journey of changing myself, itself an impossibility. I returned to the natural state of enlightenment in various stages, then to the Heart Center taught by the Masters...then was kicked back into the world to play and find the joy that is forsaken by most systems of seeking!

The hardest part of my path, then, has been to discuss what play and Joy mean, especially since pursuits of higher consciousness lead us further away from these most fundamental reasons for living.

Osho goes on to say that in Tantra there is no need to change anyone or anything; neither the world nor yourself. That is the deepest core of mysticism, he shares: we need to change nothing. We just need to know that everything is already changing in the world - in Energy - and that we need to just float in the change, relax in the change.

I've not yet read beyond chapter one of Book of Secrets because my path is discovering first, then coming, inadvertently, to what's been shared that fits my discoveries. Before this blog post, I'd not yet come across the Osho words I've just shared, and yet I already, through my journey, know this Truth as Tantra.

I want you to find your deepest levels of Peace and Energetic resonance, and I know how these change every thread of your living. Your deepest Self Care lies in relaxing: finding nothing to do but to enjoy your life. Because my Love lies in helping you reset to Your frequency, bringing you to the purest sense of Self that is possible.

This is done through awakening your sense of freedom...of liberation...of letting go. The means I employ - nude yogic sessions, etc - are pure and direct. They take you straight to the core so that you can bypass years of searching for what's already there in you. 

I've been gifted the life of Wandering since my departure from the miseducational system. Though I know the very human excitement that can come from pursuing human knowledge, I know that even more to the core is the desire to know Self.

Tantra.

Only about 20% is sexual, as the human understands sexuality. The rest? Life-changing Energy shifts. This is why Tantra, and why my methods - which really are not my methods. They are Us. Through Tantra, everything realigns. 

If your only life goal is to find Inner peace, for example, then by the natural law of attraction you are going to spend your life in pursuit of inner peace, then creating your world in a way that presumes non-peace as the foundation. You will not notice how peace is already your natural state: you are in the story line that Peace is a hard-earned destination, thus making peace the unattainable carrot at the end of the stick.

Tantra just Is. In fact, Tantra lies outside of all pursuit. Nothing is attained through Tantra - a double-entendre. Nothingness is Tantra. Tantra is our natural, perfect, blissful state: the state forgotten in our quest for a blissful state! Therefore to be in Tantric Bliss is to be in a perfect, ecstatic state of nothingness. Again - nothing is attained through Tantra. You instead become everything by returning to nothing.

In that state we are perfectly vulnerable but supremely safe. We are naked emotionally, physically, mentally, as in our birth into the physical world. Here we are perfect. Born - the difference being that now we are older and can connect to that knowing in multifaceted ways.

So the methods of returning "Home" are inherently naked, vulnerable, and activating to all the physical senses as a way of engaging our liberation of them through direct connection to our Cosmic sensory Selves. This is Tantra. This is Home.