Life Purpose

Yo Shiva

I just came across something I'd shared one year ago this week. I was a few short weeks into a fiery hiatus from the transcendental world I'd fallen deeply into; I was feeling very "human" again.

This is something to share because there is a multi-layered "reality" in our Universe that captures even the most cunning of minds: a "reality" of Illusion. 

I needed to break from my floating outside the physical human game in order to dive back in and discover what I'd been missing in the ability to communicate... To bridge the gap of communication between "Heaven" and Earth. 

We have a tendency to pick one or the other, and almost always purport that we are where we actually are not. 

At the time my approach was pure solar: direct Light shined into one who would come seeking more within. The journey since has revealed an uncovered realm of grieving and Emotionality that I'd not realized in my own Inner work. 

Now, one year later, a more lunar Connection is open in my essence. I can relate to human fears and Emotions like never before. Yet, people still receive the exact same Energy from being near "Me".

The transitions from my own human self into the Divine Self have been rigorous and filled with dramas, traumas, and unfulfilled dreams. As much as any, I've felt hard failures and repeated frustrations. Yet, the Way through has taken over and each perceived dead-end now is a portal to a newer version of "Me". 

Many try to emulate but really why? That's just setting ourselves up for an even harder blow to the ego. 

It's impossible to bypass the journey. In our times, there is only evolution of the ego. And if you're in my Presence, that ego is going to take a beating - even if all I do is smile at you.

Read below if you feel called. And remember that we all cross each other's paths at the right time for specific reasons. What we do with our intersection remains choice - for now.

From an anonymous person I've helped over the years - and she me, of course. Addressed "Yo Shiva". It came on the same day another person addressed me the same way under similar circumstances. I get it. It's hard to have "you" destructed. I get it.

"So here's a realization I had today. I think you must get a LOT of people projecting their shit onto you. These people include me at times. You mirror something that is so.....free and uncontrolled, that it can freak people out. And I know that just by being you, you really change people's lives. It's like seeing someone who pushes boundaries makes people think, "I can do that too." Even though I consider you my friend more than my teacher now, you are still a teacher to me, just by being you. There always comes a time, after the feeling of resistance, that I finally understand, and then I just feel really really grateful. I understand now why you're so clear and unapologetic about your unattachedness to the opinions/encouragement/discouragement etc of others, because you have to be! You play an intense mirror role and get a lot of noise for it. But of course you can handle it.

Thanks for being you, Wind. Seriously. I owe you one 🙏🏼 Which I can only return by being totally me! Which I'm working on. Getting there 😊"


 

Uniting the World in OneNess

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"Wind is here for us, bearing the gift of Sight

to See and Know the boundaries that drown out our Light.

Channeling Energy from The Divine Itself,

his hands are his medium, diligently easing our fight and stealth.

 

From Veterans to doctors to lawyers and more

Wind identifies blockages of fear, restraint and gore

he shows us the tools to transform ourselves inside

our once felt barriers now allow us to soar and feel alive.

 

New heights can be achieved – as far as you want to go

Wind creates the space and allows you to grow

bringing Fire, Water, or whatever elements you may need

to align chakras and ignite your Magic, so you too will Know and See.

 

Wind is filled with Magic, Truth, Understanding, and Heart

Energy movement is his Mastery – a beautiful work of pure Art

His goal is to unite the World in OneNess

whereas connecting you to Your Highest Self is the start of that abundance."

~Taylor Ann Hammer, 2018

 

I have spent days, months...years... in the journey of Self Discovery. It wasn't a cognitive choice, to pursue this understanding. The Universe guided and I listened. I still listen, because the mind is always trying to entice the "norm".

Whatever it is that causes us pain, suffering, confusion, homesickness - I understand it all. I've walked those fires through and through. Always the sum returns to one solution: Kindness and Unity. 

We have many choices in this experience of human, and they are all amazing. In the end/beginning, the choice of Kindness and OneNess are the solution to whatever the question.

Eckhart Tolle says "Without a Master you are only suffering". I say without true Self understanding, you are just having a human experience; You are always the Master.

Choices...I help you find the ones that you cannot quite find in your immediate reach, but that are always there right in front of you. Please book a starter session with me here and let's see where it leads.

Eternally

Wind

Why Tantra? Why These Activating Services?

I asked Osho's Book of Secrets to guide me to what I can share about "Why Tantra?" "Why Wind?" And "Why nude anything?"

The answer came immediately, directing me to pages 617 and 618, where Osho describes two types of people and two types of mystics: those who say it's important to change the world, and those who say it's important to change oneself.

In my journey post-Navy, my graduate studies urged me to do the former, which led me to tell the faculty and my peers that real change occurs in the latter...which led me to my being uninvited to continue my studies.

The next few years became the journey of changing myself, itself an impossibility. I returned to the natural state of enlightenment in various stages, then to the Heart Center taught by the Masters...then was kicked back into the world to play and find the joy that is forsaken by most systems of seeking!

The hardest part of my path, then, has been to discuss what play and Joy mean, especially since pursuits of higher consciousness lead us further away from these most fundamental reasons for living.

Osho goes on to say that in Tantra there is no need to change anyone or anything; neither the world nor yourself. That is the deepest core of mysticism, he shares: we need to change nothing. We just need to know that everything is already changing in the world - in Energy - and that we need to just float in the change, relax in the change.

I've not yet read beyond chapter one of Book of Secrets because my path is discovering first, then coming, inadvertently, to what's been shared that fits my discoveries. Before this blog post, I'd not yet come across the Osho words I've just shared, and yet I already, through my journey, know this Truth as Tantra.

I want you to find your deepest levels of Peace and Energetic resonance, and I know how these change every thread of your living. Your deepest Self Care lies in relaxing: finding nothing to do but to enjoy your life. Because my Love lies in helping you reset to Your frequency, bringing you to the purest sense of Self that is possible.

This is done through awakening your sense of freedom...of liberation...of letting go. The means I employ - nude yogic sessions, etc - are pure and direct. They take you straight to the core so that you can bypass years of searching for what's already there in you. 

I've been gifted the life of Wandering since my departure from the miseducational system. Though I know the very human excitement that can come from pursuing human knowledge, I know that even more to the core is the desire to know Self.

Tantra.

Only about 20% is sexual, as the human understands sexuality. The rest? Life-changing Energy shifts. This is why Tantra, and why my methods - which really are not my methods. They are Us. Through Tantra, everything realigns. 

If your only life goal is to find Inner peace, for example, then by the natural law of attraction you are going to spend your life in pursuit of inner peace, then creating your world in a way that presumes non-peace as the foundation. You will not notice how peace is already your natural state: you are in the story line that Peace is a hard-earned destination, thus making peace the unattainable carrot at the end of the stick.

Tantra just Is. In fact, Tantra lies outside of all pursuit. Nothing is attained through Tantra - a double-entendre. Nothingness is Tantra. Tantra is our natural, perfect, blissful state: the state forgotten in our quest for a blissful state! Therefore to be in Tantric Bliss is to be in a perfect, ecstatic state of nothingness. Again - nothing is attained through Tantra. You instead become everything by returning to nothing.

In that state we are perfectly vulnerable but supremely safe. We are naked emotionally, physically, mentally, as in our birth into the physical world. Here we are perfect. Born - the difference being that now we are older and can connect to that knowing in multifaceted ways.

So the methods of returning "Home" are inherently naked, vulnerable, and activating to all the physical senses as a way of engaging our liberation of them through direct connection to our Cosmic sensory Selves. This is Tantra. This is Home.