Awakening

This One's for the Ladies

Let’s get right into it. Yes?

LADIES: YOU.

What, you ask?

Everything. All of it.

The mystery. The seduction. The allure. The free-flow of enticement. Where’d you hide it?

Behind the anguish of a “patriarchal” world, it’s actually YOU, ladies, who have the power of balance. Of pulling the illusion back and revealing Truth…the Universe. It is through YOU that the entire veil of the Maya (Illusion) is properly created and thusly destroyed. Shiva, as some call the Divine Masculine, is merely the space holder. The destroyer of the dream as much the Creator of it.

But it is the Shakti - commonly called the Divine Feminine - who brings creation. The Illusion. The Game itself!

If you are really aware, you know we all carry both within. But the Universe is clever and disguised itself in physical form as male and female, in every living being - including flora and fauna.

And as the world is now, it is actually YOU, the Divine Feminine embodiments, whom are holding back. Taking from the world all that is worthy of being pined over; of being sought.

Make no mistake, I am a mystic. I am aware of my True Self, and how I am a portal to the Divine. But people do not seek this mystery from men unless it is through a Guru, in which case everyone places ideological views of how this holy man must look, act, and be.

But women - you have such POWER!

The Apsaras, as depicted above, were at one time the Divine. Men sought them for all things mystical, sensual, sexual…pure. It was not merely MEN who eradicated this status - but women as well. Relinquishing of such power was a collective.

In the 20th century we saw a revival of sensuality, allure, and enticing men. It is true that the Universe has its own timing and that we are playing out the timeline “on time”. Yet there is action to be taken, and the action is the role of the Shakti!

The Shiva will only lie inert, observing, allowing. Pure Consciousness, until “He” deems that Time must stop. It is up to the Shakti to arise Herself, to bring Herself to life. And She doesn’t do it through hiding Her beauty, Her raw power, Her fire.

If you want to know Her, you must meet Him in the middle. In the Heart Chakra. Because She is the Sacral Chakra, even the Solar Plexus, and even the Root Chakra. These energies must be confident, balanced, activated, or we will only know impurity and imbalance.

Is this to say it is only YOU, ladies, responsible for restoring perfection? In a way, yes.

Only YOU have the courage to change the flow of life. Only YOU have that connection to the inner wisdom of the Earth. Men are followers, they do what they are told quite well. And they like the next big party. Why do you think one gregarious man will invite far more ladies to the party than he will men?

Look, we all know this. Nothing is being said here that isn’t known across the board.

Here is my role: To activate YOU. To help YOU remember Who YOU are. What YOU are. I can only do that if you show up. Not for me, but for YOU. I have that role, that gift, that power. But I am the Shiva - inert, until YOU arrive to the party.

I do that through very powerful, raw, Tantric sessions. We connect you through the Heart to your REAL power. The Shiva and Shakti dance, and the seed of Creation is awakened. And then we have a purification. And YOU are not left alone after. From there it just grows, this Seed of Life.

How does this go? You ask me. It’s so simple. You should hear the stories shared of those who have already gone into the Fire with me.

It’s time, and YOU know it. I have the gift of permanent openness. Reach out. Do it. YOU are ready. That Fire is already burning inside YOU.

What is an Awakening?

For years I’ve been in the energy of the Awakening. For even more years, this thing called Awakening has been a part of the human experience. The most popular figures, in order, have been Krishna, Buddha, then Christ. Of course, there were many before them and have been many since.

Some of us may not have even understood this much!

Many of us have, in a multitude of ways. In 2013, I was a couple of fierce years into my own, spurred on only by Universal Timing: I was not aware of nor cognitively seeking this journey. So I wrote my book, Follies of an Awakening Fool, to share what I at that juncture understood Awakening, Kundalini, Mysticism, Enlightenment, Ascension, and other metaphysical phenomena to be.

I am sharing this message to synergize a few points that each of us can turn to within to see where we are in our own Awakening journey; to be clear, we all are in this journey.

If you read or have read my book, you will find that there are several factors that we can all relate to in our lives and understanding of the world. But in Universal understanding, I was only scratching the surface. And so are many more in the journey. I’m laying out a few things that are common, but also commonly disguised as Universal knowledge while not being anything more than a different perspective of the ego in a clever way to trick itself into “higher” wisdom.

  • Conspiracy theories: Hidden governmental/political agendas to hide information - as in, the “Illumnati”.

  • Money is evil.

  • We’ve been lied to all along; this reality is an Illusion. The Matrix (yes, Illusion. No, not a dramatic war).

  • Spiritual Hierarchies: some of us are wiser and older souls and therefore need to be listened to in order to advance civilization.

  • The sky is falling/we are heading to an Apocalypse.

  • We can be in the 5th Dimension while still filled with anger, entitlement, egoic desires - all disguised as self hate, need for external validation, and telling others what not to do in order to make the world a better place.

  • Some of us are Ascended Masters while others are not; People, animals, the planet in general need us to save it/them.

That is about the extent of the realms I purged in Follies. And that is about the extent every spiritual person I’ve met has reached. Sincerely, this version of “awakening” is indeed a launch from one paradigm into a new for many of us! It’s a powerful elixir to awaken one day and feel tossed into a new understanding that we never allowed ourselves to notice.

So it would be impossible to merely tell this persona how there is more, and how that really isn’t an awakening. Yes, it is jet fuel for more. But the more must come from somewhere different. That list is still mental, though a massive overturning of energies can indeed be effected through the mental planes.

An Awakening of the Cosmic wisdom, however, is almost 180-degrees from each of those items. In fact, a Cosmic Awakening is far more stealthy, like carbon monoxide. It cannot be detected through our 5 senses: thus, supernatural. Metaphysical. A true Cosmic Awakening will rock the core DNA of our sensory experience and start to recalibrate our entire perception of what is and what is not into a very visceral reality.

It’s cutesy to involve ourselves in standing for some kind of change. Very human, indeed. And we are here to be human, no? So why not stand for things to make a change so we can all inhabit this world together? Sure - except there will never be a consensus. Acceptable world ideologies are mere constructs of conditioning.

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A Cosmic Awakening is an entire rewiring of the brain and its overutilized lower needs and wants. This higher awakening is still, in fact, very physiological. It takes us into our higher cortexes. Everything metaphysical is actually quite attainable through our physical allowances, all designed to handle what spirituality calls “higher self”, or “higher frequencies”. It is all contained within our unique human body - no matter what physical attributes we have or do not have.

So, when I talk Awakening I am not talking about the long and boring route to some unseen liberation point 100’s of years away. I am talking about the accession of this Self within moments. And I have proof through my own journey and through holding various sessions for hundreds, or more, people about how literally life-changing and paradigm shifting a Cosmic Awakening is.

Mormon? Atheist? Spiritual? Christian? Muslim? Hindu? Buddhist? Capitalist? Communal?

What I am talking about has no denomination, nor any concern of changing one’s views - only of shifting the way in which we live the realities we wish to. And it TRULY changes the way we operate within our world, which is the most direct approach to “fixing” the world…to “saving” it.

Wherever we are in our journey, there is always more. The only inhibitor? Fear of being wrong. Fear of being not seen for what we feel we’ve amassed in our life experience. Fear of this or that. So the only thing we have to give up to gain a Cosmic Awakening? Ego…the part of us that decides to view the world as we currently do, in order to understand things as they really are.

And then? We can still be what we wish! It will just become cleaner: because we will less and less be telling others what to do and what not to do, which is the largest distraction to our own growth. When we see what we do not like in the world, we cannot move beyond it. We are stuck like a deer in headlights.

So let me share with you that you can move forward. How? You have to come to One who has gone further. Me? Maybe. But do not be deceived by your ego and its desires for the world to look a certain way: That is a misnomer. It will not change to fit your egoic wants. It will only become what It is to be - you and I are just mere participants. When we agree to surrender our hopes, that’s when the All can enter. And only then.

And that knowledge is a long journey from Follies of an Awakening Fool. Yet, Follies set the stage for the knowledge. It's so intricate 🔥 

In Love

Wind/Melmin

Yo Shiva

I just came across something I'd shared one year ago this week. I was a few short weeks into a fiery hiatus from the transcendental world I'd fallen deeply into; I was feeling very "human" again.

This is something to share because there is a multi-layered "reality" in our Universe that captures even the most cunning of minds: a "reality" of Illusion. 

I needed to break from my floating outside the physical human game in order to dive back in and discover what I'd been missing in the ability to communicate... To bridge the gap of communication between "Heaven" and Earth. 

We have a tendency to pick one or the other, and almost always purport that we are where we actually are not. 

At the time my approach was pure solar: direct Light shined into one who would come seeking more within. The journey since has revealed an uncovered realm of grieving and Emotionality that I'd not realized in my own Inner work. 

Now, one year later, a more lunar Connection is open in my essence. I can relate to human fears and Emotions like never before. Yet, people still receive the exact same Energy from being near "Me".

The transitions from my own human self into the Divine Self have been rigorous and filled with dramas, traumas, and unfulfilled dreams. As much as any, I've felt hard failures and repeated frustrations. Yet, the Way through has taken over and each perceived dead-end now is a portal to a newer version of "Me". 

Many try to emulate but really why? That's just setting ourselves up for an even harder blow to the ego. 

It's impossible to bypass the journey. In our times, there is only evolution of the ego. And if you're in my Presence, that ego is going to take a beating - even if all I do is smile at you.

Read below if you feel called. And remember that we all cross each other's paths at the right time for specific reasons. What we do with our intersection remains choice - for now.

From an anonymous person I've helped over the years - and she me, of course. Addressed "Yo Shiva". It came on the same day another person addressed me the same way under similar circumstances. I get it. It's hard to have "you" destructed. I get it.

"So here's a realization I had today. I think you must get a LOT of people projecting their shit onto you. These people include me at times. You mirror something that is so.....free and uncontrolled, that it can freak people out. And I know that just by being you, you really change people's lives. It's like seeing someone who pushes boundaries makes people think, "I can do that too." Even though I consider you my friend more than my teacher now, you are still a teacher to me, just by being you. There always comes a time, after the feeling of resistance, that I finally understand, and then I just feel really really grateful. I understand now why you're so clear and unapologetic about your unattachedness to the opinions/encouragement/discouragement etc of others, because you have to be! You play an intense mirror role and get a lot of noise for it. But of course you can handle it.

Thanks for being you, Wind. Seriously. I owe you one 🙏🏼 Which I can only return by being totally me! Which I'm working on. Getting there 😊"


 

Emotionality: A Key to Balancing Sacred Feminine and Sacred Masculine

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We are all Dolphins in a Pod

~Melmin the Sorcerer

Emotions are a fascinating part of the human journey. On one hand we are Sentient Beings, on the other we are Cosmic Beings - far greater than any emotion can capture.

Transcendence is multifaceted - and for some of us transcending the human experience is easy by way of sailing right through them, and for others transcending is going through the fires of the human element; into the blazes of emotions in order to rise as a Phoenix through its ashes.

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However we choose, or have chosen to before incarnation, the larger point is to remain the observer. We do not have to have an immediate understanding of what we are going through, or why. The real nectar of the journey is in embracing what we are experiencing.

 

  *There is nothing more special about embellishing in emotions than not, nor about resisting them more than allowing them. But love and acceptance of our ability to go into their fires as much as to transcend them is a perfect balance whose formula is unique to each.*

 

This Fall Equinox of 2018 is not the first time I have undergone deeply intense emotional fires. It is, however, unique in that the emotions are directly from the place within that has not yet fully balanced the polarity of my Sacred Feminine with my Sacred Masculine.

And that balance of polarities is what the evolution of our Self from individual to OneNess - to Creator - is requiring for those whom have made the commitment to rise from mere Earth Angel to Ascended Master.

How do we know if we’ve chosen this journey? By allowing the flow to run through us rather than resisting what is and what comes. Because we have ALL chosen to evolve through this journey; the rest is simply Choice at each moment.

Kundalini is the Sanskrit word for this Sacred Fire rising within. But it doesn’t have to be the word we use to define the journey from human to meeting our Higher, Divine Selves while still in a body. We also do not have to identify with Tantra, with Shiva, or Shakti…or anything aside from our own unique belief systems.

What we do have to trust is in our innate ability to navigate through what feels like Hell and into the realms of Mastery. We cannot project what that is, or that we have “arrived” at any place of Being. Instead, through observation and allowance we continue to be in the flow of Awakening…of Ascension.

I offer many services, some of which are listed here. These are guided to me through many Divine Channels as direct ways to reach our Higher Selves. And because I am to hold that space, there is no stone unturned in my own journey of understanding all paths to transcendence. Which means that I, too, must intimately know all pains and sufferings in their fullest intensities.

And I must say: The emotionality is real. Yet, it is also a grand illusion. We do not need to suffer. We only need to go deeper into our True Heart Space and merge with our Higher Self. This is OneNess. This is where True Creation begins.

In Love

Wind/Melmin

Do You Know How Magical You Are?

“Hey, look up
Don't make a shadow of yourself
Always shutting out the light
Caught in your own creation”

~Florence and the Machine - ‘Third Eye’

I’ve been studying Magic since the moment I was born. To be more truthful would be to say “since before incarnation”, but that would confuse a majority of the population even more than “since the moment I was born”.

It isn’t that I was aware of this program of study all along; we aren’t taught in traditional education the ways of the Universe. Since just before this year - 2018 - started, I’ve been on the course of remembering…and that has helped me see how much actual magic is in play in our structure.

The straight to the point of it is that magic is what we are - what the “world” and the “universe” are made of. So to be a magician is to be masterful with that knowledge. Maybe we think of David Copperfield or other common celebrity magicians, but what they work with is sleight of hand: I am talking about the Real Magic - the Magic that requires nothing but Presence in order to perform what most consider supernatural events.

These supernatural acts run the course from everyday manifestation to more mythical events such as levitation, telekinesis, telepathy, and so forth. And to perform these requires a different set of values and tools: Kindness, Purity of Heart, Self-Love, Enlightenment…all the things of the real Masters - Krishna, Buddha, Christ, etc.

The thing is that this entire perception we call the world and the universe is made up of projections. The closer we get to the True Heart, the more we watch the solidity of matter dissolve; Time and Space collapse into what may at first feel like Illusion but proves to be the opposite - Time and Space are, in fact, the Illusion. So is matter.

So to master Real Magic, we must first master ourselves. Otherwise we are continuing to spin a web of separation, duality, and all the paradigms that make up the world as most continue to believe in as truth.

The trick of mastering ourselves is to first find our way out of the Illusion; out of the trap. Then we have to experientially work our entire system - which is nothing more than a computer data bank filled with programmed stories - out of the Illusion. While we may have an Awakening begin, the Ascension process is to systematically pull ourselves from the Dream and the drama that are so heavily woven around and within that the mere task of self-removal is inherently like swimming upstream.

Which would lead most minds to ask: Why would anyone want to do that, when to do so would truly be seen as absurd…crazy…insane? To which the answer is simple: insanity is the act of remaining in the dream…in the drama.

I have been spending the past several months working a “real job”, surrounded by “real workers”, and having my body/mind/spirit experience the “real struggle” of a minimum wage job filled with all the usual dramas associated with that world. There is nothing about my physical experience with this undertaking that finds long-term joy from doing so.

And yet, it’s poetic! This endeavor has taught me that there is a very stark difference between choosing a magical reality and being a victim to the magic of others…of the world.

In short, the keys to Being Magic are within our very hands at all times. We only need to allow, to learn Presence, to Believe in ourselves, to be Kind, and to do no harm. Really, the 10 Commandments aren’t useless when applied to the concept of becoming our God Selves…mostly. It all depends on application.

What is funny about the whole thing is, well, all of it. But more specifically is that we are already magic. We’ve always been. The largest magical act we can perform, however, is that of transcendence. Because once we find that portal from the madness of the Illusion, everything becomes our oyster. And we don’t need sleight of hand - the things we become capable of make those magicians look like amateurs and posers.

Is there a responsibility in this True Knowledge? Why don’t you come along and join me and we will talk about it along the way. How do you begin? Contact me for a session…or better yet, a journey of discovery. Click here to begin. Does that sound like Kool-Aid to you? That is your call. But you’ll never know until you try.

Talk to you soon.

In Love

Wind/Melmin the Sorcerer

Uniting the World in OneNess

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"Wind is here for us, bearing the gift of Sight

to See and Know the boundaries that drown out our Light.

Channeling Energy from The Divine Itself,

his hands are his medium, diligently easing our fight and stealth.

 

From Veterans to doctors to lawyers and more

Wind identifies blockages of fear, restraint and gore

he shows us the tools to transform ourselves inside

our once felt barriers now allow us to soar and feel alive.

 

New heights can be achieved – as far as you want to go

Wind creates the space and allows you to grow

bringing Fire, Water, or whatever elements you may need

to align chakras and ignite your Magic, so you too will Know and See.

 

Wind is filled with Magic, Truth, Understanding, and Heart

Energy movement is his Mastery – a beautiful work of pure Art

His goal is to unite the World in OneNess

whereas connecting you to Your Highest Self is the start of that abundance."

~Taylor Ann Hammer, 2018

 

I have spent days, months...years... in the journey of Self Discovery. It wasn't a cognitive choice, to pursue this understanding. The Universe guided and I listened. I still listen, because the mind is always trying to entice the "norm".

Whatever it is that causes us pain, suffering, confusion, homesickness - I understand it all. I've walked those fires through and through. Always the sum returns to one solution: Kindness and Unity. 

We have many choices in this experience of human, and they are all amazing. In the end/beginning, the choice of Kindness and OneNess are the solution to whatever the question.

Eckhart Tolle says "Without a Master you are only suffering". I say without true Self understanding, you are just having a human experience; You are always the Master.

Choices...I help you find the ones that you cannot quite find in your immediate reach, but that are always there right in front of you. Please book a starter session with me here and let's see where it leads.

Eternally

Wind

Tantric Energy Channeling

New Video: Tantric Energy Channeling!
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The universe wanted me to do nothing more than to transmit Tantric Energy, so that's what I'm sharing here. Find a quiet and private space and open to receive!

Whatever you receive is Tantra/Kundalini - That which can only be experienced and not spoken. If you don't connect, that's also ok! Come back to this later, in either case. Energy is always there.

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Let's delve deeper - Contact me here to set up a personalized or group session.


 

Why Tantra? Why These Activating Services?

I asked Osho's Book of Secrets to guide me to what I can share about "Why Tantra?" "Why Wind?" And "Why nude anything?"

The answer came immediately, directing me to pages 617 and 618, where Osho describes two types of people and two types of mystics: those who say it's important to change the world, and those who say it's important to change oneself.

In my journey post-Navy, my graduate studies urged me to do the former, which led me to tell the faculty and my peers that real change occurs in the latter...which led me to my being uninvited to continue my studies.

The next few years became the journey of changing myself, itself an impossibility. I returned to the natural state of enlightenment in various stages, then to the Heart Center taught by the Masters...then was kicked back into the world to play and find the joy that is forsaken by most systems of seeking!

The hardest part of my path, then, has been to discuss what play and Joy mean, especially since pursuits of higher consciousness lead us further away from these most fundamental reasons for living.

Osho goes on to say that in Tantra there is no need to change anyone or anything; neither the world nor yourself. That is the deepest core of mysticism, he shares: we need to change nothing. We just need to know that everything is already changing in the world - in Energy - and that we need to just float in the change, relax in the change.

I've not yet read beyond chapter one of Book of Secrets because my path is discovering first, then coming, inadvertently, to what's been shared that fits my discoveries. Before this blog post, I'd not yet come across the Osho words I've just shared, and yet I already, through my journey, know this Truth as Tantra.

I want you to find your deepest levels of Peace and Energetic resonance, and I know how these change every thread of your living. Your deepest Self Care lies in relaxing: finding nothing to do but to enjoy your life. Because my Love lies in helping you reset to Your frequency, bringing you to the purest sense of Self that is possible.

This is done through awakening your sense of freedom...of liberation...of letting go. The means I employ - nude yogic sessions, etc - are pure and direct. They take you straight to the core so that you can bypass years of searching for what's already there in you. 

I've been gifted the life of Wandering since my departure from the miseducational system. Though I know the very human excitement that can come from pursuing human knowledge, I know that even more to the core is the desire to know Self.

Tantra.

Only about 20% is sexual, as the human understands sexuality. The rest? Life-changing Energy shifts. This is why Tantra, and why my methods - which really are not my methods. They are Us. Through Tantra, everything realigns. 

If your only life goal is to find Inner peace, for example, then by the natural law of attraction you are going to spend your life in pursuit of inner peace, then creating your world in a way that presumes non-peace as the foundation. You will not notice how peace is already your natural state: you are in the story line that Peace is a hard-earned destination, thus making peace the unattainable carrot at the end of the stick.

Tantra just Is. In fact, Tantra lies outside of all pursuit. Nothing is attained through Tantra - a double-entendre. Nothingness is Tantra. Tantra is our natural, perfect, blissful state: the state forgotten in our quest for a blissful state! Therefore to be in Tantric Bliss is to be in a perfect, ecstatic state of nothingness. Again - nothing is attained through Tantra. You instead become everything by returning to nothing.

In that state we are perfectly vulnerable but supremely safe. We are naked emotionally, physically, mentally, as in our birth into the physical world. Here we are perfect. Born - the difference being that now we are older and can connect to that knowing in multifaceted ways.

So the methods of returning "Home" are inherently naked, vulnerable, and activating to all the physical senses as a way of engaging our liberation of them through direct connection to our Cosmic sensory Selves. This is Tantra. This is Home.